I first saw this girl in my first year in the university while sitting in a class with my best friend.She is a coursemate,so is my best friend.I felt something for her the moment she walked into class.We become friends overtime and we do almost everything together especially studying.I make a lot sacrifices for her to show how much I care,sacrifices that I cannot tell my bestfriend and my other friends.I'm now deeply in love with her and have asked her out but she said she doesn't want commitment even though she has partially told me she loves me.Everytime I see her talking and blushing with my bestfriend,I feel very depressed and occasionally very mad at myself.I get extremely jealous although I dont show it.She asks me questions about him that makes me feel she is interested in him,this changes my mood everytime it hapens.In class,they exchange quick glances and she would rather sit with him rather than me.It kills me when I get online and see her comment on his facebook pages and not mine,I even cry secretly when I think about it.I do almost all the calling when we are home for vac. always showing concern for her every need.When we resume,the same story,they are all smiley.People say I am too soft even though I admit I have a very gentle nature with everyone not wnating to hurt anyone.I am confused,maybe I am exaggerating this whole issue by linking them together,What can I do because I am breaking down emotionally.Am I being immature by not waiting patiently for her to say yes or the jealousy thing?I deserve better.....
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Asked Jul 14, 2010
Edited Jul 14, 2010
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