I would like a professional in the mental health field to answered this question and that is why say within the last 20 years or so with the high increase of mental patients having dual diagnosis and still there are many like myself howhave suffer mental illness to no fault of their own like resulting from a highly abusive childhood, adult tradgedics, ect. They hear from some professionals "your problems aren't serious" or in a group with people who are not like you addicts , a participatian will laugh at some of your issues becauses it is not certeredn around the hurt you brought upon yourself forthe most part. I do have some hard feelings towards addicts but I did not always have this resentment until I notice how persons with no addiction with seriously mental problems are pushed aside and given bad or no treatment in a public mental clinic.
Then I am resentful because I have and still have a serious mental problem but worked for 29 years full time and sent two daughers to college and they never were abused or neglected. When I was young I was considred a very seriously ill child and young adult and everyone wanted to give me serious mental health treatment. In the public mental clinic's I have even had one doctor say to me it is impossible for you to have a serious mental illnsess if you have a daughter who received a scholarshiip to an Ivey league School and further more you are very smart. Then I get it is impossible becasue you worked for 29 yers but let me inform you people that 29 yrs. of work was not achieved easily but in 13 different jobs that I was fired on but just kept getting back up and never gave up on a hope but so much terrible things have happen to me which basically started from no treatment as a young child at all and having a mother abused herself and in the 50's being black in denial of a mentally illl child....I too people have suffered even at the hands of my drug using brother who while I was living in my mom's home when he slowly killed her with high stress of parading every drug addict and even some drug dealers in her home and she was a christian woman but I must say a fool for not instituting tough love so she died an early death because of being too easy on a drug addict, the only child
never abused by our father, he did not stop there killing her he tried to abuse his child, threaten my little girl daily with a bit bull, brought countless drug addictsin my momshome., He caused us to almost be murder in a drug bust and my oldest brother lost his arm and died a year later. Further he allowed so many neighbor addcits in I had to flee becasue I was told by one of the dealers' relatives the neighbors might report it to the police the drug trafffickig in my my moms home, I fled with my child and granddad to a new location but as always I would go by to see how the home was due tomy almost having a minor stroke, I had not been by the house for months and I saw what those junkies had done to my deceased mother's lovely home...ripped it to shredds, tore the storm doors off, remove anything they could get a penny for and the worse thing was they took all our family photos and torn them in to very small pieces ...I ask you how could anyone think I don't deserve to be treating well or at least as well as animals like THAT WHO CAUSED THEIR OWN TROUBLES AND THEN CAUSED INNOCENT PEOPLE EVEN MORE TROUBLE AND YES MY BROHTER DID GET OFF DRUGS BUT NOT UNTIL HE HAD KILLED THREE PEOPLE SLOWLY, LOSTTHE FAMILY HOME, RAN ME VERY SICK AND MY OLD GRADNDADDY AND HIS OWN SON ALWAY AND LETS NOT LEAVE OUT HELP MY BROTHER TO AN EARLY DEATH BUT SOMEONE THINKS I SHOULD BE IN A GROUP WITH THE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED ONE OF MY MOST PAINFUL DEVSTATIONS IN LIFE...EXCUSE ME IS SOME ONE IN THE PROFESSION ON DRUGS OR JUST STUPID?
Then I am resentful because I have and still have a serious mental problem but worked for 29 years full time and sent two daughers to college and they never were abused or neglected. When I was young I was considred a very seriously ill child and young adult and everyone wanted to give me serious mental health treatment. In the public mental clinic's I have even had one doctor say to me it is impossible for you to have a serious mental illnsess if you have a daughter who received a scholarshiip to an Ivey league School and further more you are very smart. Then I get it is impossible becasue you worked for 29 yers but let me inform you people that 29 yrs. of work was not achieved easily but in 13 different jobs that I was fired on but just kept getting back up and never gave up on a hope but so much terrible things have happen to me which basically started from no treatment as a young child at all and having a mother abused herself and in the 50's being black in denial of a mentally illl child....I too people have suffered even at the hands of my drug using brother who while I was living in my mom's home when he slowly killed her with high stress of parading every drug addict and even some drug dealers in her home and she was a christian woman but I must say a fool for not instituting tough love so she died an early death because of being too easy on a drug addict, the only child
never abused by our father, he did not stop there killing her he tried to abuse his child, threaten my little girl daily with a bit bull, brought countless drug addictsin my momshome., He caused us to almost be murder in a drug bust and my oldest brother lost his arm and died a year later. Further he allowed so many neighbor addcits in I had to flee becasue I was told by one of the dealers' relatives the neighbors might report it to the police the drug trafffickig in my my moms home, I fled with my child and granddad to a new location but as always I would go by to see how the home was due tomy almost having a minor stroke, I had not been by the house for months and I saw what those junkies had done to my deceased mother's lovely home...ripped it to shredds, tore the storm doors off, remove anything they could get a penny for and the worse thing was they took all our family photos and torn them in to very small pieces ...I ask you how could anyone think I don't deserve to be treating well or at least as well as animals like THAT WHO CAUSED THEIR OWN TROUBLES AND THEN CAUSED INNOCENT PEOPLE EVEN MORE TROUBLE AND YES MY BROHTER DID GET OFF DRUGS BUT NOT UNTIL HE HAD KILLED THREE PEOPLE SLOWLY, LOSTTHE FAMILY HOME, RAN ME VERY SICK AND MY OLD GRADNDADDY AND HIS OWN SON ALWAY AND LETS NOT LEAVE OUT HELP MY BROTHER TO AN EARLY DEATH BUT SOMEONE THINKS I SHOULD BE IN A GROUP WITH THE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED ONE OF MY MOST PAINFUL DEVSTATIONS IN LIFE...EXCUSE ME IS SOME ONE IN THE PROFESSION ON DRUGS OR JUST STUPID?
Asked May 10, 2010
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