Thinking "How to", Suicide without hurting others?

Thinking "How to", Suicide without hurting others?

I just can't take it anymore.

I can't afford Doctors, Meds, Food, Electric, Gas, everday bills.
It is all over.

I live by myself but have so many family members that will be devistated.

Everyone I helped throughout my whole life, is now in dire straights, not like me, but I have no one to turn to.

GOD is all I have in my life.

I pray 24/7.

I know it is wrong.

I made GOD a promise I wouldn't do it.

But the time has come where I see no other choice in Life/Death.

When you are disabled, and dependent on meds you can't afford and the Government and local county offers you nothing, why keep trying.

Call me weak, call me a loser.

I have been to so so so many doctors and when they don't even "ever" look at you, how can you expect any real true help with any health problems.

I want to live, but not like this.

Life is very cruel.

I await the Trumpets to come, but feel as if I can wait no longer for JESUS to come to us and undo all the wrong in this world and save us.

It sucks...............................

How dumb can u idiots be... This poor man is tryin to get help from us and ur quarreling over this dumb petty little thing... Have u guys no sense?? Take your squabble elsewhere..
And rotty77, I would like to say one thing, do what u wanna do man. Life is shit and shit's gotta go only one way: out. I think about suicide every-damn-day of my miserable life. I hate my dad so much and its because of him that my life is so shitty right now. He ruined my mother's life and sucks the life outta me and my sister every-goddamn-day. It's because of him that I wanna kill myself.
But the thing is my love for the people I love is stronger than the hatred for the things I hate. That makes it harder to make a decision and I'm fucking stuck now. I don't know what to do either.
I think a wise man would say "live today till tomorrow comes and you will laugh about yesterday." All I'm doing right now is trying to find out if I have the courage to live today. I suggest u try it too...

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Oni_Kami is this your web site or does it belong to anyone who wants to use it? Who are you to say how anyone answers questions and so what if someone post their e-mail address. You really aren't concerned with people reaching out for help, your more concerned with peoples spelling and punctuation. If I remember right this site is for people who are looking for answers to problems they are having in there life. I feel you read through the problems and any thing that is posted that you feel shouldn't be that is when you like to post your comments. Who reallhy gives a fuck if someone leaves an e-mail address? Or they endorse there comments.

Amen on ssakcik's comment.

No question, life is tough but the decision to die is even tougher as both your descriptions say. The answer is, there's absolutely no way to commit suicide without hurting others.

life is tough but that doesnt mean you should kill yourself. I have been through hell and ive thought about suicide but I gained the courage to move on with my life. all in all suicide is never an option and there is no way to commit suicide without hurting everyone. just think of the bright possibilities that your future could hold.

don't do it you will go to hell because killing yourself is a sin. if you are a christian you will still go to hell cause when you die you can't ask God for forgiveness after you are dead

to the original question 'asker'. you're post could have been written by me, except for the 'god stuff'. I stopped believing in god when I was very young, going to a catholic school and realized that the only 'god', in my life anyways, was my phsycopathic father. other than that, we think very much alike, and it sounds like our lives are 'running' about the same, too. I will say this, from my own thoughts of suicide though...if you are still worried about hurting the ones that love and care about you, than you're not ready for suicide. one of my biggest problems (and what will, i'm sure, eventually cause me to do the deed) is that at times, I don't think about what the very few people that care about me will respond to my death; self inflicted, or otherwise. the fact that you ARE still considering that, means that you still have some hope. you may not even know it...but it's there. when you are really ready to 'go' they won't be on your mind. you will be finally taking care of YOUR needs and wants, with NO regard for anyone around you. I hope this helps answer your question, and I wish you all the best.

what is life ,why should we live ,why should we die,why should we suffer,after all what is suffering,does humans only suffer do animals not suffer,if animals do suffer why do they not think of suicide,why am I asking these qustions,
because ,I do always think of suicide every day, after getting up in morning I think
why am I not dead last night,but funny thing is I even dont know the correct spelling of suicide(I thought suside) before coming to this site,but let me tell you few facts that I know for sure,animals wont commit suicide not because they love their life,its because they are ignorant of what life is,they take everything regard less of happiness or pain ,they are contended with what they
are,when coming to humans its this ignorance makes them suffer,all the suffering is just because either we did a sin in this life or your previous life,this suffering is repentance of comitted sin,one can escape from court of law but not of GOD's law.Comitting suicide is trying to escaping punishmnent ,dont ever think of that(it applies to me also),if not this life may be in next life too suffering will continue,that would be more miserable because commiting suicide is a big crime in addition,but what should we do then,life so hopeless
OH dear I am so afraid,what to do ,but then, what.........wait just a minute,
is life thats all ,we just suffer for the crimes what we do or the plasures which we enjoy(of course bcause of good deeds),thats it..thats all life is .I say 'NO' life is not just a game of pain and pleasure...we are give life not to repent over suffring or njoy in plasures,but to go beyond pain and pleasure,to be independent of every thing just like animals do but we cant do it ignorently but
consciously,first of all ,are we not children of GOD ,are we born out of some kind of blackhole or infinty or GOD is partial to some one,he didnt care us,no he loves and cares ,how can he make his children suffer,but the fact is those who are in suffring are close to GOD(I dont mean not others),so what all this suffering for,dear friend let me tell you this secret, let me remind you what SHAKESPEARE said that all world's a stage and we are mere actors,yes life is the illusion all we are doing is insetad of acting we are thinking its true ,yes suffering is there so long you allow it,realize your true nature,you are child of GOD,give your self to GOD,go beyond suffering and find pleasure in feet of GOD,its period to test your faith,dont forget that you have to play your role of act,nothing to lose,all the best

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animals do commit suicide, dolphins and whales have done it in amusement parks, everyone hurts, life may not be worth living at times, its up to you, it takes a brave man to pull the trigger though, dont fool yourself.

Suicide. The act of ending your life. All people on this planet have a story. They have thoughts and stories that made them who they are today. Sorrow, hurting, being bullied, abuse.....many many stories. Haunting, Hurting and in pain. Tell your stories, see what happens..I lost my friends and husband. The pain of my words/stories they could no longer take. No one there to talk to anymore.
The ultimate act of selfishness was mentioned above? I actually find this answer to be very interesting. As I have contemplated suicide my entire life, almost. Well over 20 years. Daily. I believe, it maybe true. I do not have a selfish bone in my body. Honestly. I feel I have to do and be everything to everyone all the time. Even strangers, beggars, and anyone who seems like they could use a hand. I made myself believe that I was put here on this Earth to help others....
Now, with the thought of ultimate selfishness, I no longer see the reason to be the helper to all. What about me, and how I feel? If I would have done it the first times I thought about it, I would have been dead by 15. I think this is where I fail... I need to understand that there is a need to act selfishly. selfishness/selfcenteredness must be a necessary evil in this world.
Mentioned above as well, it takes a brave man to pull the trigger- It takes a braver man not to. Knowing you would prefer death, but chose life, more daily struggles, more pain, more fighting, more giving... By choosing life we continue to suffer more. If someone were to commit suicide, our families/friends would eventually heal. Their worlds would not end. And, with that, it's not hard to tell when someone is suffering, family and friends could of/should of spoke up, offered help, seen the sorrow, pain and hurt. But, did they help? Did they try?But, for the one.....the pain, hurting, and constant/endless world of mayhem, fighting, struggling, abuse ends. No one knows where death takes you, so don't bring GOD into this and tell me he will heal and help all. Organized religion is only here to help control civilization.
The answer to your ? is only going to be answered by you. Please know though, you are not the only one. Different reasons, different people, but they are out there, questioning themselves as well.

god just has me on block, but betrt for me to die alittlr more inside every day than hurt or dissapont every one I love and/or any one one that cares, some times I just wait to die. I am no one and nothing. no mater how I try I fail. most of its dueto nz politics. fml

Everyone will say things to make you feel better but at the end of the day there miles away on the other side of a screen. I know what you are going through.
Everyone can say the almighty god still loves you but he is not here on this earth to show you any truth in that you may as well depend on Santa Claus to help with how you feel.
I am going to kill myself I have had enough of this place, how I am treated and the desperate struggle to fit in and find love and familiarity.
I know none of it is going to happen and having faith in some made up effigy will not help with my emotions and feelings.

I hope I am not here to see any replies to this post especially from that awfull depiction of a Human Being ONI KAMI as that type of person is a big reason why I don't wat to be here.