Help with my relationship

I have been in my relationship for 3 yrs and 2 yrs. ago I found him at a strip club with totally nake girl on top of him in private room his pants undone and he was exposed. He left club did not get home until 6 next morning. After that sex has been at all. He has said horrible things to me after this happened I have tried to forgive him but, when he gets drunk and says you don't do anything for me you shouldn't have gotten breast implants atleast her breasts felt real. I can't trust him he is trying but when we are apart I feel he is doing something else he is home every night though so I don't see when he would have time but, he doesn't even touch me when we do have sex and its just me on top then off. Can I ever let this go and can we ever have a normal sex life again?

why do u ask questions u already know the answers to? hes an ass, hes cheating on you! wake up, before u get an STD, theres plenty of men who will appreciate you, you picked up a scrub, get rid of him and move on with your life, and hurry !

if I were you , id break up with him, I hate telling people songs that relate to them lol, but theres 1 by taylor swift called I heart ? and she knows what shes talkin about trust me!